my time alone
has made me realize somethings i need to change about my life. i’ve been focusing too much on other people in my life&what makes them happy rather than taking time to focus on me&what makes me happy. i need to take the time to do stuff for me¬ feel guilty or selfish about it. i need to go back to school&get a degree to better my life&to get going somewhere. i need to make more time for the people i’ve pushed aside for too long like my family&friends&i need to become more dependent on myself rather than co dependent on other people. its time i start finding that happy balance in my life between my boyfriend, my friends, my family&my goals. i need to start prioritizing things right&start acting on the things i say im gonna do. its time for a change to better my life.
6 months today with this boy <3 words cant even describe how much he means to me and how happy he makes me. i couldnt imagine my life without him, he’s my boyfriend and my best friend. he sticks by my side through the good and the bad, hes always there for me whenever i need him and always knows how to put the biggest smile on my face. he makes me a better person and pushes me to be the best i can be. he loves me and cares for me for who i truly am. hes everything i have ever wanted and more. and the best part is, this is just the beginning :) i love you boo, happy 6 months <3
life
will never be perfect and that fairy tale your always shooting for probably wont ever happen. life is messy, comes with a lot of challenges and hardships. but it can also be quite wonderful if you just stop worrying so much about the little things and just focus on all the good you have in your life. be grateful for all the good stuff and just enjoy it. life is just too short to be wasted on the negative all the time. those are just my thoughts :)
my boyfriend, my lover, my best friend, the one guy im madly in love with, my other half, my boo boo! iloveyou <3
blast from the past <3 crazy to think of how we all have grown up and how one is already a mommy and another a mommy to be!
soooooo
pretty good weekend! spending time with the boo, baby shower with all my old friends and wittle ryaann!! then a relaxing day with my momma! now watching real housewive reruns and a night with the boo boo later!!mhm mhm :)
The best part about being in a relationship:
It’s knowing that you can turn to someone whenever you need them. It’s having someone to sleep next to, to hug and to kiss when your days seem bleak. Just those things alone can brighten up your day. It’s knowing that someone loves you back. It’s getting a call or text in the morning saying, “Good morning babe x”. It’s knowing that someone accepts you for who you are. It’s when you sleep over each other’s houses but you don’t do anything besides watching movies or playing video games. Then after you get to wake up while they’re still asleep. It’s looking at them and then remembering how lucky you are to have someone like them in your life. Those are the best parts.
